My eyes hurt and my heartache

My eyes hurt I can tell you I have not been sleeping well lately and I have got big dark eye bags. They are very dark I can see on the mirror and I know that I need to get some sleep I have been thinking so much related to family, money, finance, education and more.

I know that I cannot be like this anymore I need to talk to my dear I hope he is open for a talk. He seldom talks to me any more I mean like one to one chat of things about our heart. I have so much to say to him I think he could read my thoughts but I know he cannot entirely do that.

Have you ever get tears running down automatically because you have so much to think about? If yes you know how I feel, tears been running down for several nights and there is no solution and talk about it. I think we should plan for future because what if one of us run out of jobs, where we going to earn money for living. I know there is way available but everything needs to be plan or talk. We often have plain talked which plan never work.